The Controversial Good Boy Gone Bad

*I really hate to stress this but, this post has no pics! All words!*

I just came back from Angeline’s farewell party (Good luck Angeline!!!) where we had loads of fun, and the Shouters are definitely off tha hook! Everyone laughed a lot and we even uttered loads of unbelievable jokes. Dirty jokes, lame jokes, crazy poses. I really enjoy the moment being with these people. But I can’t be updating too much because I do not have the pictures with me! GeeZ!!! (Get the hints or not? I need those pictures!!!)

I realize that I have 2 persons living in me, or maybe 3 or 4, call me crazy but this is just me. When Nicole kept praising me for being mature to carry myself well during the bloggers gathering, I see the different side of me on that day, mainly because I know I have my responsibilities to bear, I must make sure I do my part therefore I cannot start acting like a mad guy because I will get carried away.

The other side of me is extremely on madness! I can crack the dirtiest joke you have ever heard! I can swear a lot like I only know those words, I can act like the craziest monkey because I know there are times I need to loosen up, NOT my buttons of course. When I am being the real self of me, I do not expect you to have high expectation on me. And this same goes to everyone out there who’s reading my blog! If you feel that my blog is annoying or I am irritating, don’t come back anymore, I hope I do not cause eyesore on you!

When you are being yourself, make sure you know you’re doing what is right. Fake things out to gain attention from the crowd by committing crimes is so NOT cool! When you know you’re doing the right thing, do not be affected by outsiders comments on you. After all, do you live for them? You don’t! When you change yourself merely because one or two persons call you a bitch, ask yourself, “Are you being fair to yourself?!“.

That’s the reason why I don’t like to be bothered by too much comments on my attitude, you can call me uneducated, you can call me a rude bastard, you can call me the arrogant shit but it all boils down to myself, if I think I’m right and I’m not like what you said, can you just shut up and let me do what I have to do, and I do not live for you! Why do you have to care?

Unless…
People comment on your attitude because you’re way too much, for instance you think that it’s right to scream in public every 5 seconds or you love showing middle finger to everyone who looks at you. That you have to re-observe yourself, people might be right though, but I’m sure if you have the ability to read this article, you sure have some sanity in you and know what is morbidly wrong right?!

Therefore, when I’m hanging out with sporting people, I feel extremely comfortable. Just like the Shouters I hung out with, all of them, I can say ALL of them were friendly and funny, we are being so real aren’t we?! For a second I feel so free and very glad that I actually had loads of good time over there!!! You guys made me feel as if I’m just released from jail and I’m having a superbly awesome celebration!!!

If you’re the type who thinks that “Oh my gosh, there goes my reputation for laughing too loud.” Excuse me, you can go mix with your upper-lower class friends and get the hell outta my life, can’t stand people like this, well that’s just me. I am crazy and I love to mix with people who are almost like me. *shows tongue*

Ah! Suddenly Lady Sovereign’s song popped out in my head,

Love me or hate me it’s still an obsession, love me or hate me that is the question. If you love me then, thank you! If you hate me then, fuck you!

Are you being real to yourself? SAY YES SAY YES! :P Shouters, I may need to steal the pictures of me doing crazy stuffs!!!

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