Unpredictable
Ceddy on Jun 25 2007 at 5:47 pm
“Can you stop blogging about such boring topics?” Asked an idiot
“Well can you just leave if you hate such boring topics?”, this will be my reply
This world is so damn crazy, people are unpredictable, it’s just like the ocean, there are times when it looks really calm and there are times when it’ll get really nasty and can even flip a big boat. Unless you’re an ass-kicking psychic, otherwise you can never read someone’s mind so easily, eh fuck that body language thing, you think when a person is smiling, he must be a kind person? Ahahaha this will be the joke of the year and you’ll be the fool of the century. Just like ME!
I don’t mind to share this and you people can label me anything you like, be it greedy asshole, stupid bastard or whatever, trust me, the flames I’m gettin into can’t compare to your hate comments. And I’m even accused for things that I didn’t do, even when bloggers receive hate comments, it must be from Cedric Ang!!! And when Cedric Ang receives hate comments, no one even bothers to give a fuck, but that’s okay, human nature what.
My only weakness is like a plague, I like to trust people a lot. If you’re nice to me, oh hell you’re going to be my potential business partner, my best friend forever but little do I really understand that because of this stupid plague, I’m actually dipping myself into the pool of poo poo. Sad isn’t it?
You may tell me, “Hey stop acting like you’re an innocent, people are hating you that’s why your blog can get hacked!“, but you’re not me, sadly. Again, unpredictable works here, if I don’t defend for myself, people assume that I’m that jerk behind everything, if I defend for myself, people think that I am covering up. What can I do?
Some friends laughed about my site getting hacked, they told me that this will happen when I’m famous but truth is, hello?! I am just a nobody, define famous please? It’s like what? When I’m walkin down the street one beautiful Saturday afternoon and people were like, “Cedric!!! Cedric!!!”? Ha! It’s just in my dream. Even I don’t know what the hack is all about and I’m not going to pursue over it, what is done is done, they wanna make me look like I’m dead, fine, I’m a dead man walking.
So ladies and gentlemen, there are times when you don’t even know how you end up being the talk of the town, I mean mostly about those bad things for example you being labeled as this, labeled as that. You just cannot do anything, so suck it up yourself. Some fuckers are trying hard to see you getting pissed off and if you are pissed off, woohoo, you fall for their traps again and congrats, you can take away my “Fool of the Century Award”.
Argh! Kenny Sia’s advice keep ringing in my head, “You only defend ONCE and that’s it.”
For me, I’m sick of doing all these, I don’t give a shit whether you want to believe me, or you want to diss me. Eh hello? I got better things to do than to keep your so called “compliments” in my head and get pissed off over it. But if you’re dissing me just because you’re too free, I can reply your comments because when I’m too free, typing “Go fuck yourself” is not hard ain’t it.
Unpredictable me, hate me then, suckers.
There are too many kinds of ppl in this world, some good, some bad, some 50 / 50… sometimes we need to learn to not trust ppl around us easily ‘cuz there are too many fakers around. We don’t know what’s their motives, so the best thing is to keep a distance between each other ^^v It’s okie if one falls down, he/she can stand up again after he/she is full recovered. We do learn from mistakes, the experiences we gain will definately help us to be a betterman.
Hehe, dedicate a song for u….
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
(Spoken
After all you put me through
you’d think i’d despise you
but in the end i want to thank you
cuz you make me that much stronger
Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking that you were true
I guess I,I couldn’t trust Called your bluff, time is up
Cuz I’ve had enough
You were, there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
Cuz your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, oh no, no no, you’re wrong
Cuz if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do
I wouldn’t know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
Cuz it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me, a fighter
Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard,you’re going round
Playing,the victim now
But don’t even begin
Feeling I’m the one to blame
Cuz you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you’re wanting to haunt me but that won’t work anymore
No more, oh no, it’s over
‘Cause if it wasn’t for all of your torture
I wouldn’t know how to be this way now
And never back down
So I wanna say thank you
‘Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
how could this man i thought i knew
turn out to be unjust, so cruel
could only see the good in you
pretended not to see the truth
you tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
through living in denial
but in the end you’ll see
you wont stop me
i am a fighter (fighter)
i aint gonna stop ( i aint gonna stop)
there is no turning back
i’ve had enough
makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
thought i would forget ( but i remember)
yes, i remember
i remember (x2)
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
It takes lots of guts to pull through this trauma and you did it well. You got the best advice from one of the very top person and you applied it now without fail. There is no point in crying over spilled milk. All you need to do is to clean it up ONCE and then move forward to your next destination.
You have built a strong foundation here and no one can demolish you in their attempt to ruin you. You may call this terrorism but I would simply address it as plain stupidity. You may kill a person externally but his experiences and knowledge are still inside him.
Life is filled with the unforeseen and the unpredictable. Never judge a book by its cover, as you get conned in believing the artificial side of a person. TRUST no one, not even me but YOURSELF. Have confidence in yourself and you will not regret it for the rest of your life.
All I can say now is Move Forward, Don’t Look Back, there is a better place right ahead. Congrats!
Phew~ (sign of release!) Finally I found ur new home (link updated)!
Cheer man, u will never walk alone! :P
I will always support you!!!
Finally found ur new home. im very proud of u,cos seldom people can start all over again from Zero…. Always support u…. Lets fight the evil.
Aiyoooyoh? What, Your blog is getting popular lah! so long is the reply, how to read oh.
nice post, sounds like an eminem rap!